From the recording Lifeless Grey
Lyrics
For how long I was lost
It felt like only seconds passed
Fuck.
I've slowly come to terms
I can't go on
Our paths were crossed & cursed
With bridges built to burn
The same thing that hurts so good
Reminds me of my worth
Release what's turned to bone
It's my fault for loving you
Away
All down & out
Remain here
With the vision lost
You always
Were a part of the dream
I can't remember
Never meant it seems
How
I thought you my world
Everything
I misunderstood
You're
Always part of my world
Everything
Reminds me of you
Some place
I've been here I thought
Long ago
I'd like to remember not
Can't sleep
This image never fades
Though colors in the vision
Change to lifeless grey
Don't let me hear you say
That you love me
When all my days are grey
And I'll never be the same
I can't even say
that I loved you
If I could watch decay
And I'll never feel that pain
I'll share my dream
All over the world
With the memory
Spoke in my words
I'll hold your hand
And crush it to bits
But you had your purpose
Like christ's crucifix
Onward.
I'm so ashamed
of how things went
I wasn't me
Nor were you
Time away
Should make us happy
Well nothing's changed
We're suffering
I broke your wings
I'm guilty
I'm sorry
I miss you
Time can't bring
Healing
I'll miss you
Always.